27 days out....

In 27 days Logan will be reporting to Lyon College. He moves in and reports in for football on August 13th. I feel like I've been ok w/it. Trying to stay positive and excited for him and Madison (She is starting her second year at UAFS. She moves back on Aug 16th). I feel like I am doing ok, but for the last several days I've felt off kilter. Like my universe is not as it should be. I'm feeling crabby and blue. I hate this feeling. I don't know that it is the fact that the kids will be moving out. I'm just not sure what else it could be. I can see having a bad day but a bad week? When nothing to out of the ordinary seems to happen?! There are good things to look forward to I know...cleaner house, more time w/Randy, not having 10 kids at the house at all times, lower utility bills..you get the picture. Not to mention, how EXCITING for my kids. Logan will be back in football which has been his most fav sport since he was a baby. He is going to a great Christian School. He already has friends there and I can only imagine the friendships he is going to make playing football again. Madison will be living in an apartment on campus this year instead of in a dorm. She is going to have her own room and her and Kasey have already started buying cute stuff to fix it up. She is really excited about decorating it cute and she's off to a good start. She has become way more independent this year and it's been really good for her. My wish for her this year is to still work as hard as she does but to try and not stress as much. She is a MAJOR planner and she studies so hard and I'm afraid she misses out on enjoying it as much as she should because she really stresses a lot about the stuff that is beyond her control. My wish for Logan is that he buckles down w/studies and doesn't stress to much about being out of his comfort zone. When he gets out of his box sometimes he shuts down a bit. This first year is going to be a good growing experience for him and I hope he loves it. I pray they always keep close to God and that God watches over them and protects them along the way.... now, as for me. I pray that God brings me a comforting peace in knowing that Randy and I raised 2 beautiful humans. Now we get to sit back and watch them do great things in this world.